TWO kinds of people in the world: Those who can do paperwork and those who dread paperwork. It's not a Ternary System.

I see you my ADHD friend. I see you so hard. I feel you in my Solar Plexus. For the less spiritual, I feel you in my ribcage Sir. I feel your fear that just by reading this I'm going to give you homework

Well, I'm a nice guy. I won't. I would never do that to you my friend.

I did some though. I did a whole heck of a lot of it and applied for Grants! Those things I heard people get who are not like me. The Other people. The ABLE people.

The people who do their taxes first. Who buy Christmas presents in July. Those people. I am those people now because I did it?

OR am I very very special case of human who did a VERY hard thing and needs some praise?

I also spent months agonizing over how the songs will go. I write and write and compose and compose. It's been a challenge to decide on a demo because I'm scared the other musicians will think this is the final cut and I'm not there yet. But I'm encouraged to trust and send the tracks for submission because it's not important how accurate the are.

Trust. What does Suspicous Puppy think? Well, I'll tell you, she's a very discerning feline when it comes to pitch and she twitches when I twitch but she doesn't run away so we're agreed that it's Good Enough. I need this coworker to approve of me, she's so mean.

Praise. I need the praise. Oh my sweet Jesus, it was hard. It was so hard. I cried.

I cried!

I cried so much. More than I should admit. Dudes, I'm okay. I'm okay.

Suspicious Puppy tries to save me from the Enemy: Paperwork